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Broke

by Benjamin T

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1.
And that bombshell blonde/ got me thinking that I'm wrong/ cause I thought that I was leaving town but now I might hold on// People thinking that I'm crazy/ but theyre the ones that don't see you the way I do/ You put my head into a frenzy/ and I don't know if I can cope being next to you// And I know/ might heart my break/ but that's a risk I willing to take// And that bombshell blonde/ got me thinking that I'm wrong/ cause I thought that I was leaving town but now I might hold on// I left my heart wide open/ I wonder if you feel the same as I do/ I get so nervous when I talk/ because your the one that shines brighter than the full moon// And I know/ might heart my break/ but that's a risk I willing to take// And that bombshell blonde/ got me thinking that I'm wrong/ cause I thought that I was leaving town but now I might hold on//
2.
I want to see the world with you/ I hope you would want to/ but now that you're gone/ everything seems wrong/ and I don't know what to do// Every sunset waiting on a text from you/ My heart stammers and I feel like such a fool/ sometimes I just want to let go/ then your memory slips in and drives me up the wall// Nothing else I can think about/ you somehow filled my world up with doubt// I want to see the world with you/ I hope you would want to/ but now that you're gone/ everything seems wrong/ and I don't know what to do// I just started driving one day/ not really paying attention/ ended up in a different state/ completely without your affection// Nothing else I can think about/ you somehow filled my world up with doubt// I want to see the world with you/ I hope you would want to/ but now that you're gone/ everything seems wrong/ and I don't know what to do//
3.
Drunk Again 02:45
Get out of my head/ think about you way too often/ in my empty bed/ begins to feel more like a coffin/ stumble to the fridge/ couple bottles waiting for me/ to get you out of my head/ I hope that is the remedy// Can you forgive me/ I was not in my mind/ I drank way to much/ I was hoping to wake up blind// Because I'm drunk again/ I swear this is the last time my friend/ I didn't mean to text you last night/ that was dumb I wasn't feeling right/ but I know that I'm on the path to moving on/ then I see you and I know/ everything is going wrong// But you were always there/ I never thought we'd be apart/ now I just sit and stare/ I don't know where to start/ I stumble to the fridge/ couple bottles waiting for me/ to get you out of my head/ I don't want to see clearly// Can you forgive me/ I was not in my mind/ I drank way to much/ I was hoping to wake up blind//
4.
Happy Man 02:53
One day I was a happy man I know/ that day was a long long time ago// Stay with me/ until then/ I cant make it through the night my friend/ this crushing weight/ pulls me down/ I feeling my body falling to the ground/ wake me up/ from this dream/ I am falling but I cant free/ from my pain/ it eats me up/ cant figure out what in life I want// One day I was a happy man I know/ that day was a long long time ago// then one day/ i looked back/ saw all the destruction in my path/ how could i/ break so much/ bulldozed every single life i touched/ wait for me/ please slow down/ I just want to keep my feet on the ground/ please let me/ be your friend/ maybe I wont screw this up in the end// one day ill be a happy man i know/ maybe that or Ill end up all alone/ one day ill be a happy man/ one day ill be a happy man/ one day ill be the happiest man I know//
5.
Get out of my head now baby/ you can't just live up there rent free/ you need to vacate now/ I need to evict your memory/ Get out of my head now baby/ because you're driving me crazy/ and I don't know how much longer I can take of you messing with me// I've been living with you in my head for a while now/ and I thought it would be okay/ then you rearranged my brain/ driving me insane/ and I don't think I can make it today/you drive me up a wall/ and I know it's just in my head/ I know you won't actually call/ then I lay awake in my bed// Get out of my head now baby/ you can't just live up there rent free/ you need to vacate now/ I need to evict your memory/ Get out of my head now baby/ because you're driving me crazy/ and I don't know how much longer I can take of you messing with me// You can't just move up here/ show up with your mountain of junk/ I keep drowning you out with beer/ you put me in such a funk// you drive me up a wall/ and I know it's just in my head/ I know you won't actually call/ then I lay awake in my bed// Get out of my head now baby/ you can't just live up there rent free/ you need to vacate now/ I need to evict your memory/ Get out of my head now baby/ because you're driving me crazy/ and I don't know how much longer I can take of you messing with me//
6.
She's a Trap 01:21
but honey you've got me with my back against the wall/ in hind sight i know i fell for it all/ baby youve got webbing all over this world/ you draw me in you draw me in/ you seductive girl// cause shes a trap/ shell draw you in and knock you out// honey you left town with everything I had/ not many pieces left, I'm feeling so bad/ I've got a whole wide world but youre the only one/ you draw me in, you draw my in right to the barrel of your gun// cause shes a trap/ shell draw you in and knock you out//
7.
Be With You 02:17
Ive got a lot but ive got nothing too/ im just sitting here waiting for you/ wondering when ill get off this train/ wondering how long i will be pain/ I dont know? how you manage/ I dont know how you made it this far/ my brain is damaged and youll never see the scars// I dont know where im going to live/ in six of seven months or years/ I dont I dont I dont really know anything/ I dont know where i will be mentally/ with you sticking with me at least in my thoughts/ maybe not just in my thoughts/ I dont know how this man is still walking/ when im six feet underground and talking/ its hard everyday/ i dont know where im going to/ tomorrow or the next/ I just want to be with you
8.
Everyday/ its just the same/ working hard to rearrange/ step by step/ im a wreck/ as if i could make a change/ I know this/ is a trip/ ive got to put in the time/ but on the way/ im feeling frayed/ and i might just loose my mind/ IM FREAKING OUT!// Everyday/ its just the same/ Ive got ambition but no drive/ you knocked me out/ off my cloud/ now Im trying to be alive/ my nervous pace/ is back again/ I dont know if ill be free/ from the thought/ that always haunts/ my faded memories/ IM FREEKING OUT!// theres a hole inside me/ ever since you said goodbye/ things can never be the same/ and i just want to die/
9.
When it's said and done/ I thought we were having fun/ then I fucked it all up and now you're gone/ when cold weather comes/ I'll be missing sun/ and you'll be out the door when autumn comes//
10.
Mud Rock 02:12
You got a love/ stronger than a levee in a flood/ I've got a heart sinking like a stone in the mud/ When we get together/ in stormy weather/ I've got the tools to make it all better/ then in comes the storm and knocks us all away// Baby I don't own a Cadillac/ frankly all the new ones are crap/ and I know you're just gonna be disappointed/ I ain't no rock and roll legend/ doubt I'll even go to heaven// Baby I keep living this way/ thinking that I'll change someday/ but I won't/ and you'll be broken hearted/ I ain't no country legend/ hell I don't even believe in heaven/ (or even hell for that matter)//
11.
Just right of paradise/ got me coming down sitting on a satellite/ should've turned left on the dotted line/ now I'm heading out of town in the middle of the night// Breaking your soul/ we've got no signals/ running around/ like you're lost/ we've got to roll/ break down windows/ windows and walls cover loss// Just right of paradise/ got me coming down sitting on a satellite/ should've turned left on the dotted line/ now I'm heading out of town in the middle of the night// You see it all/ but your mind blocks the signal/ feeding dilution with a cost/ feeling alone/ trapped in your world/ you've got to learn to be on top// I thought this was paradise/ but I guess I was wrong/ broken streets and dirty palms/ maybe I should go/ find a better home/ somewhere far from this ungrateful ocean//
12.
Chorus: I broke my cell phone again/ you keep on calling but I’m not answering/ I’m waiting for someone to change/ and it’s not me// Verse 1: I’m sorry I missed you/ I’ll make up an excuse/ hopefully you’ll believe me, dear/ I was just drinking/ and doing some nothing/ and you want to complain in my ear/ You have got nothing else to do/ and I know how to get rid of you/ at least temporarily// Chorus: I broke my cell phone again/ you keep on calling but I’m not answering/ I’m waiting for someone to change/ and it’s not me// Verse 2: You can agree/ that you and me/ don’t really see eye to eye/ I need my space, you see/ so I don’t go crazy/ and you just don’t see that as wise/ But I just want so more time/ and you think everything is fine/ How are you that blind? // Chorus: I broke my cell phone again/ you keep on calling but I’m not answering/ I’m waiting for someone to change/ and it’s not me//
13.
Hey there Marie/ what's in a song/ I waited all day for your call/ sat by the phone/ I was feeling so low/ but you never bothered at all// All this time wasted/ wasted on you/ maybe I should find another/ love to pursue/ One summer night I was waiting for her/ on the rocking banks of the colorada/ I waited for hours but you never came/ so now sit here in shame// Later that year/ drowning in beer/ keeping awake I can muster/ but there at the bar stands your sister/ so I took her home and I fucked her//
14.
Chorus Am G C G C G Am Yeah boy you're the worst skin they come in/ a bleeding heart breaker with no thought of future/ yeah boy you're the first one to comfort/ but now that she suffers/ you are oblivion// Verse 1 Em G Am F G You bring them in and watch them fall/ she trusted you all along/ thunder and a misty spring/ now she regrets everything// Chorus Yeah boy you're the worst skin they come in/ a bleeding heart breaker with no thought of future/ yeah boy you're the first one to comfort/ but now that she suffers/ you are oblivion// Verse 2 Em G Am F G She's had enough she says "no more"/ cutting you off at the door/ packing her bags she feels alone/ leaving this wretched place to go back home// Chorus Yeah boy you're the worst skin they come in/ a bleeding heart breaker with no thought of future/ yeah boy you're the first one to comfort/ but now that she suffers/ you are oblivion//

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All demos that i recorded on my phone. Lots of mess ups but oh well.

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released August 20, 2017

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